Thursday, July 22, 2010 | 4:42 PM

Wanting to kill myself sometimes.
okay, sorry for the lack of updates since don't know when.
you know..
i have to look after my babygirl and all sorts of stuffs.
i just changed my blogskin as u can see.
And i am getting fatter every single day as i keep eating for don't know why.
fk it!
i wanna get back to my previous figure.
i SWEAR i will!
babygirl been very healthy but slim.
T_T
she doesn't like to eat porridge.
only know how to OMG (whereas put both her hands on her head)
and sometimes keep pulling her hair !
BTH LOH !
thn keep eheh people.
pointing ard as usual.
and couldn't leave me.
When i walk away from her, she'll start shouting SOOOOO loud that i felt like murdering myself sometimes.
LOL.
Then she'll starts climbing up & down Non-stop.
She fell down from de bed twice and she know it hurts.
& when i put her on bed. she dare not go down anymore/
unless she knows i'm looking at her and go down in her own way, climb down. T_T
Sometimes really wants to faint from looking after her.
But for god's sake, i'm her mommy !!!
I loved her more than anyone !
Her daddy is getting home later and later day by day .
He goes for work in the morning when we're still sleeping.
Sometimes he came home when babygirl is about to sleep.
T_T
I really love and dote on my babygirl alot.
wanting to give everything that she needs we could to her.
she's getting sick& those skin infection all sorts of things.
my heart breaks.
Anyway, got to knw one of my sec sch fren is about to labour anytime.
=) happy for her though we didn't really chat alot already...
Congrats lin. =)